I used to cry when I looked at his picture.
But now I look at it and think “what an asshole”.
I used to dwell on all the wasted years spent with “him”.
But now I don’t even think about it. It’s in the past…can’t change it.
I used to check my email several times an hour to see if maybe, just maybe he sent me a message.
But now, I don’t check it at all.
I used to spend HOURS thinking of the perfect message to send him
But now, I’ve got A LOT of extra time lol
I used to spend HOURS trying to see if I could find out information on him.
But now, I have even more extra time.
I used to constantly wonder “why”.
But now, I’ve accepted that I may never know why.
I used to let all the negative emotions consume me.
But now, I stopped giving them power over me.
I use to crave closure.
But now, I’ve created my own closure. It’s the only one I’m getting.
I used to cry myself to sleep.
But now I go to sleep with dry eyes and a calm heart.
I used to be sad, unhappy, depressed.
But now, I’m getting better.