Last time I heard from P. was November 2015…over a year ago. I’ve called a handful of times and sent a couple emails but had no contact since last July. Until last Friday….when the Flower Petal Roulette landed on “I let him go Not”.
I called him and he actually answered. My number was blocked so he didn’t know it was me until I spoke and then he hung up on me. Either his presumed wife was there or he was still being coward. I called back and of course it went to voicemail. I told him I needed 15 mins of his time and then he would never hear from me again. I never heard back from him until today.
I opened our email to send him a farewell email. I was closing our book and doing what he should have done when he left the first time. But when I opened our email, there on the screen was an email from him.
I’m in shock, numb. I’ve just been staring at the words on the screen. “Hi Baby, I’m still here. I haven’t left you…….”. Really?!?! I don’t know if I’m angry, relieved, sad. I feel sick on my stomach. I think I was already prepared to not hear from him.
Damn….I wasn’t prepared for this.