Will he or won’t he?

Last I heard P. was going to be “in town” this week….relatively speaking anyways.  Instead of being 1k miles away he will only be 100 or so miles away.  I think he arrived yesterday but I haven’t heard from him since last week.  

Will he or won’t he contact me while he is near? 

I’ll have an answer in a couple of days and if the answer is no then….I give up. I’m tired of this game.  

The good times we shared are being covered in his bullshit, empty promises and lies. I really don’t want the good times to be replaced with bad memories but…..maybe that’s what needs to happen. 

Who knows what the week ahead will bring…..

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A tree falls in the forest….

If you were in a relationship with someone that no one else knew about but you and the other person and that other person disappeared…..did the relationship ever really happen?
All that is left is you…..nothing else, perhaps it was all just a dream. 

Perhaps that’s wishful thinking