The Wake-Up Call

I was and may still be in love with 2 men.  The love I have for these men are different and to different degrees.

July 4th weekend, one of those men walked out of my life without a good-bye or an explanation.   What he did leave were empty promises.  His final words to me were that he would never push me away, I was always with him, that he needed me to trust him and that he would call in a couple of days.   Despite a few scattered attempts to contact him, he hasn’t responded.

This is my wake-up call to focus on making my life better, to figure out why I felt the need to have another person fill a void, to finding self love and happiness and focus on the life I have with the other man.  The people closest to me deserve a better version of me.


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